theDANCER

Greyson Chance Singing Paparazzi

2010-05-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

my bdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~!

2010-04-03T15:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CONNIECONE!!!! :D :D

specially done by my dearest lesbo.

so sweeeeeeeeeeet:D :D

getwellsoond

2010-03-23T18:46:00.002+08:00

GET WELL SOON DDDDDLOVE:D
imyt

delifrance with DDDDDD

2010-03-17T23:10:00.006+08:00

DELIFRANCE DINNER WITH DDDDDDLOVE.

great night,

jus seeing this lovely girl.

it's been too long, since we last talked like that.

and needless to say,

i loved the time together.

just awesome:D

some friends will still love you even after some MIA time.

i love u DDDD.

travelllllllling.

2010-03-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

and it's one of the perks of my job. thank god i have holidays too,
it's like school.
kids are so much fun cos they're just too cute.
it'd been too long since a really long and heart-ly post,
maybe i'd lost th art of blogging.
or i jus lost interest in writing here already.
i wonder whats the cyber appeal,
i went to facebook and i got bored too quickly.
nothing really seems that appealing these days,
maybe just the idea of travelling.
since that trip to taiwan,
i can't stop thinking about how wonderful it all is.
the trip was just awesome.
and i want to have that,
more and more and never ending, i hope.
i have so many places i want to visit it's exciting to jus even think about it!

save up, save up, the only possible solution.
hello world,
here i come! :D

damn, i forgot what i wanted to type. HAHAHAHA if i rmb i'll come back. BYE!

ALICIA'S 21ST

2010-02-28T23:43:00.008+08:00

ALICIA'S 21ST BIRTHDAY BLAST:D

and i'm glad i have this girl in my life.

you complete me(:

last day of poly.

2010-02-12T16:50:00.002+08:00

hello people this is gonna be my last time blogging here in the fyp lab.
well, the past 3 months was tedious, and lightning fast.
c++ could kill but im glad i had great grpmates always there to help me.
im jus glad im getting outta this course alive! haha!

anyway, today is officially the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL,
but i'll stil be coming back to dance,
now im standing at the crossroads once again,
this time please let me be happy! :D

musical

2010-02-10T12:47:00.000+08:00

hello people! hmmm, musical 2010 jus ended and... IM HAPPY(:
it was great, fun, and much much loveeeeeeeee.
im lazy to post pics just go to mel's blog : http://zy-thegreen.blogspot.com/
he has all the pics there LOL and tonnes on facebook what dun tell me u nv see !
LOL like a million of them haha
sot.
anyway tmr is the final presentation and IM FREE FROM NYP!
great news,
but the bad is impending too,
now what should i do after i graduate?
such headache damn.

and im stil balding, and facial makes me damn fugly, my eyes are always itchy.
BAD BAD BAD!

bugis with alicia bei and good

2010-01-25T14:05:00.003+08:00

it's always better to be around people who are true,
and real.
xoxo

photo of d eating kinder brueno

2010-01-22T16:10:00.001+08:00

D sucks at taking photos seeee

and i rock at taking photos ima gifted photographer!

random.

updates of many days in a row

2010-01-19T16:06:00.005+08:00

hello, take a look at my very dope sexy diamond specs!
only 4 in sg OKAY~
thanks jie i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee u ! :D

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the not-so-mahjong, mahjong session haha!
babyboy was teaching adam and lesbo how to play
now lesbo's addicted!
sometimes i kinda like how lesbo is like,
sometimes i think she's just the opposite of me,
so i find her very interesting at times,
and i like it alot.
it's like, im very stagnant, i like to be in my comfort zone,
that alot of times,
even when babyboy asked me to learn how to play mahjong previously,
i was kinda hating the idea haha
it's like im in those denial mode, where i dun really like changes that much.
but lesbo's just the complete opposite,
even thou she doesnt know any chinese characters,
she was so so so eggcited to learn how to play,
asking a million times what 9 is,
it's like, seeing me in a completely opposite form,
and i think it's cool, ya know, jus sayin'(:

and christie stop touching my tiles smack u lol

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cny shopping the other day,
couldnt find ANTYHING, boy is it hard.
son had jelly legs,
and OMG SEE! U CAN SEE MY BALD SPOT.
SOMEONE SAVE ME PLS.

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Back to MF the other day, to help give out brochures and stuffs,
woah got one guy got 6 points can!
LOL.
remember all the cool times we had,
my YYSH and babyboy,
modern dance,
dope kinda life(:

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Well, got into this craze of snapping shots of the girls the other day,
and yes, meimei is stil young, so kinda difficult to get a clear,
good shot of her,
haha now she's jus eating everything she lays her hands on,
damn cute haha
and peri is getting so pro at photo taking it's like she does
WHATEVER i tell her to do,
her every pose,
omg she's a born model haha!!

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i think babyboy looks damn cool here,
and im stil balding.
DAMN.
somebody call 9-1-1 ~ ~

stupid presentation

2010-01-11T00:07:00.003+08:00

i don't like it when the time comes where you need to rush like mad for your stupid school project and you rarely get enough sleep.
everything always clashes just when you need time for both things.
yes, open house performance from thurs-sat and wed we were told we need to present on monday.
while others take their time to draw up their shiet for the past few days for the presentation im dancing away with love.
i love it,
but when it came to saturday night, sunday, and monday to present,
im screwed.
i have no time.
i want to graduate on time, bless me please.
and it's worse when u're stressed out while having ur monthly ding dong shiet and it's not enough, you're coughing ur lungs out.
u cough until you find it difficult to breathe and you need to take deep breaths before u feel like u took oxygen in.
and the only warming thing is to find your friends cheering you on,
and the babyboy makes a cup of hot love medicine for you,
even though none of it actually helps in your assignment,
it's love that i need.

and maybe more smart brain cells.

fucked up proj

2010-01-06T10:08:00.000+08:00

just 6 january and everything's like so fucked up.

sohdope

2010-01-03T21:54:00.003+08:00

and my first post of 2010 is dedicated to you:

sohDOPE

and i like seeing him dance,

looking at him do his thing,

looking at music flow through his pink body.

i love looking at him do what he does best,

even when it strikes me in the head that i suck,

and even when it was i who brought him into this world,

i'm just happy to see him shine.

when he dances,

he smiles,

and as usual, his kukujiao expression,

but the smile u get,

is true happiness,

from hard work and all sweat.

and i like that.

he's worked his way up here,

and he's gonna go a further distance,

i'm sure.

and through all the journey i'll be walking alongside,

with him,

my babyboy(:

jia you!

bbq piss

2009-12-28T10:40:00.003+08:00

hello, im in school now, feeling rather beaten up.
flu is not getting any better with the air con here, now the little coughs are adding on.
damnit.
i can't wait to watch the battle comp on wed, i'm sure babyboy will do GREAT,
will do AWESOME, will SHINE LIKE A STAR cos he's dope(:
anyway i don't understand why the people who voice out are always the bad guys.
some people just don't get it, really.
doesn't mean that because i'm saying, {in your face}
that other people are angels like they seem.
can you just drop it?
it's like, my thing, our thing, can't we do things to our liking?
it's sickening to always have to conform to something,
it sucks.

and the flu is irritating as you.
made me so mad!
CCB.

kame's birthday

2009-12-17T11:31:00.005+08:00

KAME.

happy birthday to you,

happy birthday my favourite you,

happy birthday to you(:

hi, my gorgeous girl,

it's ur 20th birthday today,

we're all big girls now,

and as i think about al of you that was in my life,

i realised it's al about fate.

we didn't really get to know each other until we were in yj,

we went to the same primary sch previously,

and i couldn't recognise you when u called out to me outside the lecture hall.

i remembered you to be short, white and chubby,

with a tinge of plush pink cheeks.

and maybe u remembered me to be short, chubby, and everything black.

haha! and we got together, so technically,

we were friends since, so long ago!

127 was the sweetest thing i ever had,

all the different types of people and all the mad and crazy stuffs we did together,

as pussyfats.

it's too deep, to ever not remember.

and now, even though we're al at different points of our lives,

much apart from each other,

it surprises me, how much our hearts are still the same.

at least, i know that i love you, still the same,

and you love me, no change.

being with you, really shows me that friends don't need to always see each other,

and still can love and care.

i love it when you occasionally sms me,

to tell me that you miss me,

i love it whenever u say that you have stories to tell me,

i love it whenever you tell me i'm nt fat and gorgeous too,

i love it, whenever u rant to me,

whenever you tell me stories with much excitement and jest,

i love it,

when you say you love me,

just because i know that you really do.

i'm glad that i have you in my life,

my dear kame.

and i wil love you a long time,

until we're successful young ladies carrying designer bags

and having high tea,

until we're mums carrying our babies,

and asking each other where to get the best tutor,

until we're grandmas holding wooden sticks,

and wearing dentures,

and until the day we stop breathing.

enjoy your day!

and i'm not gonna stop saying,

for the rest of today,

tomorrow,

the rest of our lives,

i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

til the end of time(:

lunch with dd.

2009-12-16T11:21:00.002+08:00

ok, i can't post pictures,
so am just gonna blog, OKAY?

lame.
okay,
had lunch with dlove yesterday,
everything jus feels wrongly right.
hahahaha!
this stupid girl who doesn't wear shorts and feel cold air on her bonbon
really drives me crazy sometimes!
LOL
nothing, but laughter(:
warms my heart jus thinking bout her.
love u dd!

it's kame's birthday tomorrow, it's YOUR BIG DAY KAME!
iloveu iloveu iloveu iloveu.
for all the wonderful conversations,
al the heart-to-heart,
all the ranting,
all the nonsense,
and all the love,
i cant thank you enough.
i'm glad u're part of my life.
and even though i don't find u that often,
u're in my heart,
every single little moment(:

hello i miss my babyboy.
and jieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lets have dinner together HAHAHA UR TREAT!

killer lizards

2009-12-10T08:38:00.000+08:00

if one day you find me lying on the kitchen floor,
collapsed from heart attack,
it's because i got shocked by lizards.
i swear they're gonna kill me someday.

pink boots

2009-12-08T12:20:00.002+08:00

hello, pink boots.
jie got em pretty thinglings for me from taiwan.
wad to say besides they are dope? haha

and max was acting retarded the other day in the lab.

K-Oed by cramps.

kpmg dnd

2009-12-04T18:18:00.007+08:00

and i realised i have nothing to wear these days.
went for dinner with da SIES,
walked past a furniture shop with mummy and looking at the beautiful furniture u just feel like buying em!
me: "ahhh sian, going to graduate soon"
mummy: "why sian?"
me: "i dunno wad to dooo, think i'll go married next yr HAHAHA"
mummy: "ok lo, u 21 already what"
me: "cantttttttttttttttttttttt hahahaha"

and before that in the afternoon i told babyboy i want a tiffany & co.

IMAGINE I WAS AT THE D&D.
damnit.

dreams.

2009-12-04T18:18:00.005+08:00

i envy the people who are working their asses off,
but for something they love- their dream.

my pink him.

2009-12-01T14:37:00.004+08:00

initially i wanted to put this pic and write a romantic thingling about babyboy and i,
how i miss him so much now because he's dancing everyday.
but as i thought about it,
i realized we're more of like a comic couple than a romantic one.

and so i chose this pic. HAHAHA
we'd just poke each other in the long train rides, laugh at people and thinking of new technologies for the train like a 'head kiapper' for people who are so tired and cant get seats,
they can sleep as they stand, and there would be a buzzer to alert you when you're reaching your station.
i would poke him in the armpit and around 15-20 minutes later he'll get pissed off and ask me not to play anymore.
sometimes he'll try to make me fall on other people because i always take him as my personal pole in the train, leaning on him, holding his arm like it's the handle.
sometimes i'll act like i'm digging my nose and put my snot on him 'on deliberate',
and he will siam and stil get tagged, so he gives up and take real snot and put on me. DAMN!
sometimes i don't like it when he's tired and shows a black face or just don't play with me, i'll get pissed and say i don't wanna play with him anymore.
den he'll start doing stupid things just to make me laugh.
so when we get out of the train rides
i'll hold his whole arm and hold them like my bolster cos he's mine mine mine and mineee.
sometimes i like to jus hold his thumb with my whole hand because he has a big hand, and it fits nicely. and i'll continue poking him until he gets pissed.
i'll tell him when i see any pretty girls and we'll discuss how pretty they really are,
but i don't like it when he sees girls when i didn't point them out to him.
sometimes i catch him looking, and get pissed,
but he'd always say he didn't. sometimes i believe him, sometimes, i don't. haha!
sometimes when his face comes close to me i'll lick him on the nose or the cheeks and he'll struggle to wipe the saliva off where i left them.
sometimes i'll bite his arm or his cheeks or his boobies he just tastes good but sometimes i bite too hard and he's in pain so i don't do em on a regular basis,
it's based on craving periods,
like menstruation.
i like it when he gives me a piggyback, he jus gave me one few days ago,
as we walk on i slide down due to gravity den he'll stop and count 1,2,3 and up we both go,
so that i wun slip down on the ground.
sometimes i ask him to let me down cos i know im a fat cow, but i love it.
some things are just meant to be short and sweet.
i like it when i see him dance, he's sizzling and always seem like he's enjoying it and he's just always so naturally good at it.
i like it when he says in a serious tone, "baby, i love you."
and i know he mean it, everyday every night, every morning and every phone call; he says it to me. i like it when he asks me if he's cute because it's kind of really cute.
and i like it when i ask him if im cute and he says yaaaaaaaaaaaaa in not a very convincing tone. and i like it when he asks me why i am so cute.
its like, the world to me; him.
he's like, my pink.

jacks place, angel, kpmg

2009-11-30T14:12:00.003+08:00

Weekly dinner with da SIES at the favourite place,
jack's place.
anyway, wanted to try something new, so was browsing the menu and saw this pretty thing.
tenderlion in capsicum.
prettttttttttty right.
wonder why i always have this fetish for pretty foods.
and even they might not always taste as nice as they look, i'd stil like it nonetheless
cos THEY ARE JUST SO PRETTY(:

and my mummy is so gorgeous im glad to know im gonna grow up to become like her someday.
its a relief. haha!
(stil trying to convince myself aging is not gonna be as bad as i thought LOL)
oh wells.

holiday was spent shopping with angel.

and yes, besides her name, she's a real angel so to speak.

so kind hearted and i love her body now can!

she used to be so skinny, and me, SO FAT {see the pic below for proof}

but she's so slim and nice and all now I LYKE~

haha

great to catch up with random friends sometimes,

talking about so many things and all,

we used to dance together, syf, late practises, it's al nice and familiar.

and all of u want my mushroom head, jus nice i managed to get a chio one LOL.

only that one time luhh, all other times are chui haha cant be helped.

so , yeap.

met up with the boys thereafter and watched ninja assasin.

MUCH LOVE!

met up with KPMG ppl for dinner, to collect report and stuffs.

catched up, it was fun and all, i liked it(:

they are al super sweet people except for the 'pulling my cap off my head' part.

heart.

sakae, lunchtime, xin wang

2009-11-26T08:53:00.004+08:00

even a simple dinner with babyboy is like strawberry ice.
pink, sweet, nice, hot as ice.
i like to munch on my food as i look at him,
looking at how he's eating, his every little movement,
i could just gaze at him forever.
like a starry, starry night.

and there was the lunchtime performance yesterday at atrium.

now my juniors are dope,

my dlove and lesbo is sex,

cw and bellybaby is lockin' it,

and fad is bth lol

christie is kukujiao

and cocks and siying is DAMN CUTE I SWEAR I LOVE THIS COUPLE.

dinner with babyboy and his fam at sakae sushi the other day,
ordered tonnes of food like it was a famine.
ate until my stomach almost burst and it was unexpectedly cheaper than i thought it was gonna be!
amazing. haha
and the babies are getting so cute these days,

thou they stil stare at me cluelessly like they don't know me

on a sidenote i think it's really nice that im back dancing on weekdays again,

i love my people.

going mad with d is awesome, that stupid girl,

laughing our asses off just acting retarded and shiet, i love the time we spend together.

it's like unspoken love, even a simple laughter makes it crystal stunning.

squeezing shar's ass and boobies just felt so nice!

hahahahaha perv act but it's our way of love~

and we had our first kiss yesterday MEMORABLE KAY.

stupid c suddenly MIA LOL so wanted to talk to you and dance with you.

and it dawned on me that only when she says im fat i really dun care LOL

and bellybaby is fabulous this lockin barbie doll so small and tiny i almost squashed her puny ass with one palm HAHAHA

dori momma, just chill and be happy, k? things dun always work out the way it's supposed to be but it'll al turn out fine in the end, right?

and we little kitties will be there to support you, always(:

zulzul, sometimes some things we try our best, i know you do, but it's not always how it's supposed to be, i guess. take a step back and dance with me, k? just want you to be happier. *hugs

melly hold my armpit; everything takes time. it's gonna fade, it's gonna grow, it'll be a part of you no matter what. just, be happy. cos life's too short for emo!

and hakim has improved so much u cool shit.

hello scandal pls get well soon!

and i want my babyboy to be with me forever.

competition

2009-11-24T16:29:00.003+08:00

im stupid until like what lidat i really wonder why they put me in the competition team.
wtheckkkk.
damn sian now wondering whether would it be better if i stayed behind?
coming to school is so tiring now, i don't know why, really weird lol.!
tmr is dance i'm sure it'll be great, make things go way better(:
my mushroom head is reali zzz.
damnit man lol.

and i miss my kame.

jie graduation

2009-11-23T17:36:00.001+08:00

blog frm hp

2009-11-22T03:26:00.003+08:00

this is cool! im blogging from my hp! hahaha but cant go to next line dunno why so everything's gonna be so clustered lol. wind is big today, i can hear the wind howling from outside the window. why are u always nt here when i need you? when u love somebody, u ought to be selfless. but u shouldn lose urself in any way along th e way(: let me still be me, and let u still be u. guess as long as we still love each other, nth else matters. i am so tired. gg slp. later!

k box, driving, mac breakfast

2009-11-20T10:56:00.005+08:00

CONGRATS TO THE BABYBOY WHO JUST PASSED HIS DRIVING TEST AND GETTING A JOB AS MY PERSONAL CHAUFFEUR

THE FIRST AND LAST BREAKFAST BEFORE GOING TO WORK

THE SECOND LAST DAY OF WORK, UNLIMITED AMOUNT OF MADNESS/

christie ARMITA

2009-11-16T08:40:00.004+08:00

updated, photos not in order-

post celebration with 1/2 of highcuts for bbys birthday, nb lol.
yes yes and i stil cant forget the heels at river island!
damnittttttttttttttttt why must it be so ex!
ARGH!

suntec with babyboy

2009-11-13T09:29:00.002+08:00

i may be pissed with him sometimes,
a few times, and prolly
many times,
but
no matter what happens
we always make peace,
because we realise we do love each other,
and too deep,
to lavish in petty misdemeanors.
after dinner,
my hula hoop is unreachable,
so no choice, headed home.

and now i have pink nails.
lovin' it,
pink, jus makes me happy,
like my babyboy.

cleaned my heels yesterday,
hope it works or it'll really give me an excuse to BUY SHOES AGAIN.
{which is really what i hope for, but--}
NOOOOO. CONTROL!.
ok.

i am so tired. hello.
worrying about my report,
but hands are just to lazy to start working.
damn me.

kame

2009-11-12T08:47:00.002+08:00

Day with kame is like this pic. - Gorgeous
and hello, look at the 2nd pic she looks just like a super hot model cannn.
SMOKIN'.

thing with kame is this-
free.
to describe how it's like being with her.
no judging, no prejudice, jus fun and heart.

much love.

gina bday

2009-11-09T08:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY GINA(:

and i almost died in the train today.

wen's bday

2009-11-08T13:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENWEN! (: (:

foreigner cabin

2009-11-05T08:44:00.003+08:00

8.57am

i entered a foreigner's cabin this morning.
standing behind a bangala, luckily he doesn't smell like fart.
at first, he smelt like earth,
(not that i wanna smell him, but i was standing right behind and kinda near him and- not like i want to)
after a while, he begun to smell like metal.
besides the point, it's getting boring.
and there was this irritating piece of shiet.
NO SPATIAL AWARENESS CAN.
he had to step on me TWICE, before knowing how irritated as hell i was of him.
his bag was damn irritating, dangling,
hello?
u're a whatever nationality and its early in the morning,
dun have to act cool k.
pissing me off.
imagine me standing in a tilted position, anywhere just AWAY FROM HIM for quite a long time.
balancing act.

oh god, its so boring now i wanna zz.
the little nose connie is still blocked.
and that stupid raymond is on MC, SUCKER!

sorry, got distracted by cafe world lol.
ahhhhh menses coming AH~
sian balls.

kame is sick, get well soon. u're stil gorgeous(:
GOOD LUCK FOR UR EXAMS ALICIA!

hello babyboy. :D

jellybeans

2009-11-04T20:59:00.001+08:00

this sudden craving for JELLYBEANS.

2009-11-04T08:47:00.001+08:00

8.55am

and i don't like you anymore.
you're not you,
you're not what you used to be.
you're don't.
at all.
can i just give up?
think i should, head towards another direction.
it's time.
bye,
you.

flu. bby bday

2009-11-03T08:25:00.003+08:00

9.01am

and last night it was a war.
the flu warriors fought their way into the castle,
brought down my toughest knights,
and invaded my immunity wall.
sneezed like i never sneeze before in my entire life.
sneezed til my eyes became smaller than slits and red.
sneezed until i look like i have h1n1.
and sneezed until i looked real rugged.
thanks to the weather and the i did not know when i was in the rain happenings these days.
but all was well when the pink little circle pill soldier came and save the day.

she took down all the flu warriors and now the castle's back up again,
but left with aching, you know, post war symptoms.
so im looking more chui than ever,
but whatever.
pink always saves the day

i think my little brother's getting real smart already,
emcee-ing and all,
best in literature,
and good progress award.
im so proud of him!

bby's birthday celebration was great,
thou the flu kinda blew it off,
but all was great, long as she's happy(:

kame's so consistent i love and thank her for that.
i kinda miss her.

and for those of you who doesn't care,
i really wonder why i still do.

christie bday

2009-11-02T08:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTIEBABY I♥YOU

awesome boy

2009-10-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

MY BABYBOY IS AWESOME!

bangalas

2009-10-27T08:32:00.003+08:00

8.36am

and i detest bangalas on train and love texting kame in the morning.
bangalas are just taking everything away from us,
nevermind that they contribute to making great buildings,
they are taking up too much space in the mrt!
and men nowadays,
SHINGZ.
more kiasu than mr.kiasu, inconsiderate and full of shit.
lol.
i wanted to whine alot, but kinda lazy so, yep.
drop it.
ot yet again, yesterday.
and im eating american ginseng lol NO LINK.
i don't know wad to type alr no feel to blog.
bye!

oh ya, jia you babyboy!

good's bday

2009-10-26T22:56:00.001+08:00

GOOD'S BIRTHDAY(:

mozart, wenwen bangs

2009-10-26T08:34:00.002+08:00

8.38am

and i can smell myself today. NICE~
hahaha
im very tired today, think cos slept at 12 last night.
12 didn't seem to be so late in the past when i danced til 11.
i am so bored now.
it actually seems okay to come to work already,
just that the work's the same, zz.
i forgot what i wanted to say.
nb lol
fanglin is not at work today, sick, get wel soon k!
and wen wen is not here yet. weird.
haha
i've decided not to put so much concealer already just let it be uh
it doesn't really matter if i look chui, i think,
as long as i look like myself(:
lol

actually im kinda sad cos i cant go and watch babyboy's performance.
suckerrr\
he's always there for al of my performances and what not,
yet i cant be there for his first sgc performance.
I SUCK!
nevertheless, i know that he will do great and well irregardless of my presence there or not
okay the english structure bit weird.
WHO CARES! IM NT MOZART.
lol i know no link, but jus feel like saying that HAHAHA
wtf

wenwen cut bangs!
lol damn cute lah hahaha yes yes look like primary school girl can
BUT I LYKE~
damn cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
ok, over.

next.

aiya, i dunno wad to write alr luhh.
BYE.

shuqi wenwen perlyn

2009-10-25T23:31:00.002+08:00

cologone

2009-10-22T08:49:00.002+08:00

8.49am

i was watching the shan and rozz show in clicknetwork.tv lol they invited ris low
haha BOOMZ. somehow i think that having a bad command in english is not that bad,
i think it's her who's weird, actually.
and i need more perfume:(
zzz should have sprayed more this morning!
lol i was walking towards the mrt station when i tried to 'smell' if i can smell myself.
I CAN'T LUH.
damn sad.
jus when this chinaman walked past me and i can smell him when i cannot smell myself.
ARGH NB.
not that he smells bad, he's got cologone okay,
chinaman LOL
sian balls.
he smell better than me SAD CASE.
besides the point, LOL.
feeling so zzz today i wanna go buy present for my brother
STUPID RAYMOND STOP PEEKING

hello babyboy jia you kk
u have a off day tmr!
cheer up k!
and ILY ILY ILY ILY:D

swollen eye, vomit in cathay

2009-10-21T08:45:00.002+08:00

8.48am

hi world.
and my right eye is swollen. sucks big time.
this morning in train was another zzz experience.
haha..
this uncle jus keeps stepping on my feet, like there's a magnet or smth
that attracts his feet to jus keep landing on mine.
and this stupid guy sitting on my left, keep dozing off and many near to falling on me instances throughout the journey. this woman on the right, no space, and busy reading newspaper.
i wish i had a watergun i'll just soak them all up or maybe i'll just fart a toxic present next time.
i am feeling so sleepy and yes, past 2 days was OT, OT and OT.
it seems to be never-ending.
i need some timeout, really.
time to just walk around and relax.
the only sad thing about this week is that i really want to go for the FB gathering but it's my brother's birthday.
if only a machine was invented to spilt me into half and i can go for both.
haha like that u'll all be able to see my cute intestines dragged behind me as i walk
DOPE.
somehow, my tummy is bad these days after the massive vomiting at tau huay the other day i think my talking tina is really screwed up bad.
this attachment is really making me sick.
sick as in really sick, sick. body sick.
my poor body i dote, my heart aches for it.
did i tell you al the other time i was watching movie at the cathay?
yes, halfway through my tummy was acting up and i literally vomited in the cinema yes,
HALFWAY THROUGH THE SHOW.
who ever vomits in the cinemas, man?
it's totally embarrassing! LOL

i think i need more love in my life.

f

2009-10-20T19:15:00.002+08:00

I WANNA MOTHAFUCKIN GO HOME

OT WTF-.-

2009-10-15T08:05:00.003+08:00

8.49am

morning!
and im rather tired this morning, didn't wanna wake up so early.
lol seems like im blogging almost EVERYDAY.
haha
but all boring posts zz.
nothing much going on in my life, actually.
ytd night was OT, yet again and dinner with wenwen at kfc.
long long time since i last ate,
aft the meal din feel so good, think oil + fizzy drinks = not for me.
and im wearing my new heels today YAY!
EVERYBODY WHATS KUNGFU FIGHTING ~ AH!
hahaha feeling damn chio, of cos, wearing this long lost dress i haven't worn since that time we went to genting OMG LOL.
so long! haha
talking about genting, that trip was dope!
travelling with friends is indeed hell loads of fun,
im gonna travel!
saving up.
hanging out with wenwen was fun.
24/7 non stop remix laughters.
i guess the only thing im not unhappy about this attachment is the new and wonderful bunch of friends that i have made throughout this entire time, ppl from tp, the full time staff and helena's friend lol!
i miss my boyyyyy haven't seen him for like forever already.
cant wait to see him later!
haha.
hello i have tonnes of work to do,
and why does working OT seem like a must-do?
we're VERY cheap labour already,
why torture us further?
i don't like their mentality,
just because you are staying late, doesn't mean everyone else ought to do the same.
besides, some of us don't even get OT pay for the 1st month.
i really can't act for nuts.
i know what the politically correct answer is, to every single question you post to me, it's just that i refuse to succumb to bootlicking just to save my ass.

i'm not that kinda girl you think i should be.

zzz

2009-10-14T08:39:00.002+08:00

8.49am

hello world.
im so so so so so so so tired today.
worked til 10.30pm last night, slept at 1am and woke up at 6.
dope much?
sometimes when u need that person shim just refuses to be there.
why struggle?
just let it go,
faster, get ur hands off the hot iron, it wun be burnt up as bad as compared to if u keep holding onto it.
anyways.
i wanna slp.
i wanna be in my bed now, curling up under the soft blanket in the cold air con and sleep until there's no tmr.
i dun wanna be here right now,
there's so many things to be done,
and there are just too much of a weird-ness in work that wears me out more than the things that i really need to do.
being a person- balanced person at work ain't easy.
being a bad person vs causing damage to urself.
i don't wanna do both. damn.

anyways im busy now.
and i love you, dapy.
cheer up.
*hugs

indian man in train.

2009-10-13T08:52:00.002+08:00

8.57am

hi world,
gonna start work soon.
another day of loop, like wenwen said.
lol that stupid girl, she's jus damn funny, bth her.
im feeling okay today,
not so tired, hopefully nothing's gonna piss me off to ruin my day today
cos i rarely get to feel normal at work.
LOL
oh ya!
just now when i was taking the train, this indian man, OMG.
standing beside me, he kept digging his nose.
after few secs, he starting digging his eyes shiet.
argghh.
it's okay if u keep it to urself,
but he flicked it away, of cos not towards me or i would've murdered him already
but i think the poor guy sitting right in front of him might have went to school with his face full of shiet.
wells,
i wonder why he needs to flick his zzz all around, man,
it's not like it's some holy water
HAHA
holy shiet LOL.!
okay besides the point,
the indian ppl at my work place are so much more civilised.
amen.
im gonna have piles of work to do these few weeks so,
yepp.
okay i just forgot what i wanna type LOL.
maybe i've got nth i wanted to say.
OH I REMEMBER!!
HAHAHA.
LAME.

im so looking forward to NYP's musical!
SUPERB I SWEAR ITS GONNA BE(:

and i still love mebabyboyyyyyyyy.
he's the best,
ever.

love.

2009-10-12T08:47:00.003+08:00

8.50am

and it's another morning at work.
it's the 7th week, 12th will be the end of my attachment here.
it sounds really near, though.
so near, the speed of time, scares me.
throughout my stay here i feel like i've been missing out alot,
alot in everything,
my fb, my friends lives, i think i missed out on myself too.
i feel so lost, now.
sitting in the middle of a junction, wondering,
just wondering,
where i am.
and which way i want to head towards.
weird.
not as though i've never felt this way before,
but it's just,
never as lost as now.
guide me.

people have alot of different takes on everything,
so much so that,
i think i may be wrong sometimes.
and still wondering, what's right?
nothing's that much of a right and wrong, really.
it's just how you perceive it to be, whether YOU, think it's right, or it's wrong.
it's all in you,
and it's all, your choices.
and what you choose to believe in.

negativity set in to me after attachment started,
prolly because i seemed to have lost touch with my usual world,
its far more depressing than it sounds, really.
and my body's not that fit as the past,
things are taking a toil on me,
easily screwing me up compared to last time.
i realised, i dun wanna be like that.
this,
is not me.
i am not like that.

i love me people.
i really do.
maybe i just need them to tell me that they love me too.

where art thou?

i miss the old times.
the good old times when i stayed out every night, late, for dance.
and never once felt tired and sad.
the good old times when me, d and sometimes kel,
went to have supper together and tau huay.
the good old times when highcuts rocked and went crazy,
the good old times when we all went out together to play L4D and C's crying to me in the middle of the night(not that its a great thing).
the good old times when i can still sms meow,
the good old times when u are so excited to see me,
the good old times when kame and i talked about everything that's bad of us,
the good old times when my yaya gathered for bestie's birthday,
the good old times when i had time with babyboy, the times when u piggyback me.
the good old times when me and pork went mad,
the good old times when i can meet alicia as and when i like,
and many many more that i haven't mentioned,
yes, i wanna poke shar's boobies too,
i miss you, you, you and you, if u know that i love you.
the good old times,
i want back in my life.
i need them,
i need all of you.
iloveyou really isn't that much of a casual remark,
i say it, cos i really do mean it,
it may seem like alot of you,
but each and everyone of you are unique to me,
i love all of you, in every little special way that's different from the others,
im sure you know it.
my 'i love you' ain't casual,
it was never so.

every single time i say it,
i say it from the bottom of my heart.

jasline bday

2009-10-09T09:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASLINE DEAR(:
ILY ILY ILY AND YOU KNOW IT(:

hello im late for work cos of u haha!

fucktards

2009-10-08T14:23:00.003+08:00

2.29pm

hello this is random but i wanna rant.
this stupid fools.
haha.
okay, today, i have learnt the art of being 2-faced.
thanks to you, you, you, you, you, you, you, and you fucktards.
haha siao.
anyways, alot of people in this world does not know what is good for them.
they are too stupid to even realise some people actually care for them alot.
and things they do,
hurt these people.
not that they do not know that it will cause pain to the other person,
it's no more an excuse in my eyes.
it's more of like they dun even care about that person that it doesn occur to them what they do might hurt the other person.
get what i mean?
stop finding excuses to defend yourself when you know that you dun give a hoot about the other person.

can you just tell that person this, i'd suggest:
"hey fucktard, can you just fuck off from my life because i dun need you, your love and your concern in my life because i dun friggin' care about you, just delete me from your contacts and erase me from your memory so that i will not be able to hurt you because you're just too fucking retarded".

this will definitely help. serious.
just do it,
fucktards.

okay now i sound like kim.
WTH!

pink panty wenwen sports car

2009-10-08T08:31:00.002+08:00

8.31am

morning world.
i'm feeling so tired today, did OT yesterday,
and having menses too.
My eyes can close any moment and i'll just fall into a deep, deep sleep.
okay,
i paused for a moment before typing that okay LOL.
my brain suddenly just shut down midway.
haha!

yesterday's ride home was superbly funny, seriously.
bth wenwen!
we just kept laughing in the cab and the uncle looks like he's in some serious business cos he had his lappy on the front seat and he just keep looking at it throughout the whole journey like he's on some secret mission or smth cos he was wearing some sort of bluetooth ear piece those kind.
haha!
and the uncle asked: "so still go straight?"
wenwen: "yes yes, turn straight"

TURN STRAIGHT!?!?
i laughed til my teeth almost fell off.
HAHAHA
that CEO.
so im gonna buy her a sports car for her birthday and she can drive it using her 2 fingers and park at lau pat sat's table to chop seats.
perfect.
kk inside joke la.
haha

this is the funny one,
and its all alicia's fault.
i was thinking of what to reply her sms,
and i was holding my pad and my panty, walking towards the kitchen to hang my panty and throw the pad.
i was deep in thought,
and i opened the dustbin.
i heard a low sound, thinking "how come my pad so heavy uh land so loud in the dustbin"
HELLO I THREW MY PANTY INTO THE DUSTBIN!!!!
wa lao ehhhhhhhhhhhh.
and its my pink panty luhhhh KAOS.

hahahaha besides the point,
some people really dun appreciate what's good for them
and some people really dun care about what they say is their close friends.
yeah,
what u call friends huh.
amen.
haha!

iloveiloveilove my babyboy!

disgusting man on train

2009-10-07T09:01:00.002+08:00

9.01am

morning world, yet again.
today is wednesday and i would like to whine about the train.
of course, it's squeezy as usual,
but more irritating people this time.
well, there was this guy he was standing beside me and trying to hold the pole,
he tried to put his bag on the floor, failed attempt,
he placed his bag ON MY FEET.
nb.
and he din even know i had to wiggle my feet out and stand into a even smaller space than i already have.
next, some other guy was farting throughout the whole train journey i had to cover my nose from like khatib to yck. i can totally faint and die from the toxic.
you know the previous guy who put his bag on my feet,
as soon as he got the chance to sit down,
he totally just dug his nose and his eye shiet.
uglier guys are even more refined than him.
amen.
and despite all this zzz in the train,
i believe the stupid train driver remembered to switch on the air con only when we were reaching toa payoh.
OMG LA SERIOUSLY.
it's like so jialat that we're packed like sardines and im smelling other people's farts already we're suffering all these in SAUNA MODE.
why pay train fares at all?

haha.
im so sleepy today and babyboy got pangseh by uncle ong LOL.
think im gonna OT tonight amen.

hey bestie,
cheer up.
be happy.

and im glad meow's still here with me.

off to work,
bye,
world.

babyboy. lovely night(:

2009-10-06T08:25:00.002+08:00

8.27am

morning world.
it's rainy day ~ ha le lu ya ~
i like last night.
and when everyone's gone,
he stays behind.
looking at him typing away on the computer,
looking at him making funny moves to the music,
looking at him all serious trying to pop,
looking at him snoring away on the mat,
lying on his back to get some of the warmth,
he is all that makes my life so wonderful.
he is my knight in shining armour(:

my eyes are not so bad already, thank god.
but still feeling kinda droppy.
yes, i mean my eyes, not boobies.
daddy is the bestttt.
he made me pasta today.
heh heh ~

and wen wen is looking chio today, wearing her blazer woohoo!

okay besides the point,
lol.
i really dunno wad to type man, so weird.
anyways,
i dreamt again last night, couldn't rmb what but it makes me so tired.
zz.
what is love,
i understand his to me.
what about urs?

where'd you go ~
i missed you so ~
seems like it's been forever
that you've been gone ~
please come back home....

swollen eyes

2009-10-05T08:49:00.002+08:00

8.54am

i am talking to him on the phone now.
i miss him.
even though i keep seeing him these days i feel like he's not mine alone.
i miss him so much,
maybe i've kept him to myself so much these few years that i cannot stand it even when he deviates a little from me.
SO SELFISH LOL.
but -- i nv cause him any zzz okay!
i just emo myself LOL

i think people gets weaker as they grow older,
more fragile and more timid.
it's happening to me man.
zzz
now i have swollen eyes,
zzz tummy ache and zzz wrist ache at times.
and i cry easily.
why man.
my daddy said that it's like my heart is made up of glass.
it aches easily and when i start to cry,
i cannot stop.
so embarrasing!

haha..
i really want to rest,
i dun want to be here.
i think this attachment's making me so depressed my life's a turmoil now.
SAVE ME.
AMEN.

and -- nobody cares, truly.

--- you are there when everybody needs you.
but when you need somebody,
no one's there.
so sad, this world.
selfless - no more.

america's got talent girl playing harp. dope.

2009-10-04T00:10:00.000+08:00

jassy dinner cat dream

2009-10-02T08:34:00.003+08:00

8.44am

hello morning!
it's friday today, but i'm not feeling as excited as the past few fridays,
i'm not sure why either,
prolly because im too tired i guess.
did OT til 10.30 last night,
shagged out.
slept at 12 + and didn't want to wake up this morning.
but i still reached the office before 8. dope.
haha..
anyways,
I FORGOT TO BRING MY HP DAMNIT.
i've lost contact today !!!
cut off from the world lol,
okay, it's not as bad, i just can't call mybabyboy im so zz.
okay my tummy's hurting bad, but it still hasn't come yet.
RHYMES SEH LOL.
my eyes are swollen and my left wrist hurts:(
i was imagining my body falling to pieces like a clay figurine.
how would that image be like?
haha..
i wonder.

hello yesterday's dinner was good.
thank you jassy dear for coming down and accompany me eat dinner!
long time since i last saw you and im glad to see u ytd!
makes me a whole lot happier(:
and we had WOOD TUB RICE.
haha.. seems very interesting but wasn't that good, i feel.
and jas don't have tissue and she doesn't want to buy from the sad old man!
HAHAHA!
hopefully if you're gonna switch jobs everything will work out fine for you!
many many lovelovelove! (: (:

hello i can't wait for sushi
and i still love kelvinsohtofu dang hella loads!

KITTYKATS(:

oh ya i had a weird dream last night.
dreamt that i was gonna have a cat.
it had black fur but we shaved it off,
and the skin was brown.
shar shar i think ur babies are coming to visit me in my dreams LOL.
can u pls ask them not to I NEED MY SLP.
HAHAHA

pms train madness pigs can fly

2009-10-01T08:45:00.002+08:00

8.49am

morning, and yet again.
the loop begins,
but today will be more busy.
testing testing and testing later.

i woke up today with perfectly fine eyes
but after bathing and stuffs my right eye became red,
bloodshot.
it's so random, think prolly i burst my blood vessel or something my poor eyes.
now my tummy's tumbling,
painful like a baby kicking me from inside,
but not that wonderful a thing,
it's more like a kind of undesirable pain that's telling you
a pool of blood wave is coming.
but not yet, i'll tell you when the wave sets in so that you can be prepared to see a godzilla walking around pissed.
haha

this morning was zzz in the train,
saw more inconsiderate people and yes,
still pissing me off like i'm nt pissed enough already,
this indian man stepped on my feet, (pS: WITH BOOTS)
this old man playing suduko, refusing to move in and leaving all the people stuck and squeezing around the entrance area,
this other indian man with the enormous bigpack trying to push me and make me fall,
this crazy lady who squeezed around the train when it's halfway through the journey.
alot of mad people in the train,
how i wish i wasn't one of the victims who have to be pushed and squeezed around.
i'd rather be in that situation in fb tee, bball shorts and my puma shoes.

it's the 5th week now and 12-5 = 7 more weeks to go.
im sure many people are counting down to it too.

i'm glad that c's still alive, thank god.

somehow,
i love my babyboy alot.
he's me mine myyyyyy.!!!
he's so unique, so special, so cute that he's just right for me,
for my entire life.
hello, 5 years of 20 years.
1 quad of my life spent with you.
now im gonna spend the rest of my life, with you.
i love you,
i love you,
and i love you.
til the day pigs can fly.

damaged flats

2009-09-30T08:30:00.005+08:00

morning world.
i am feeling so sleepy okay, think i slept too late last night,
but still, it was before 12!
haha..
and the best part is i wore jie's flats and they are damaged LOL
my right feet keeps coming out zz feel so uncomfortable and i think i look super sloppy because of that!
SOBS.

ytd was our monthsary,
yes,
59 months anniversary(:
next month it's gonna be 5 years, love.
it's like so long, and not so long.
but we're still so in love with each other,
i really appreciate this affinity(:

well, we went to swensons, had salmon baked rice fries and ice cream,
full like whatttt only.
super funny seriously, cos i saw a girl beside our table show the waiter her student card,
den i kept bugging babyboy to ask the waiter because i thought that there was some student discount or something.
so he asked, and there was none.
HAHA
and then i realised
MAYBE THE GIRL SHOWED HER CARD COS HER BIRTHDAY HAHAHAHA
PAISEH TO THE MAX.
sorry baby.
LOL!
too auntie already.
haha!

we both bought each other a lava lamp YAY! (: (:
his is white and blue jelly and mine is pink stars!
NICE OKAY(: (:
lovin' it.

okay, i'm feeling very bloated these days,
it's like i have a child and my child is made up of air LOL
my face is still chui, don't ask.

kame, where are you?
how are you?
i miss you.

and i just came back from lunch.
hello im so happy?
my babyboy and aloy came to find me just now!
hahaha and we went for lunch together.
IMA HAPPY GIRL OKAY(:
damn funny i was calling him, looking at my hp.
wen: ur bf?
me: yeahh (thought she asking if i was calling him)
i looked up and saw him, REAL LIFE STANDING THERE HAHAHA
woahhhhhhhhhhhh
happy okay!
i love him many many and
i love him lots lots!
MANY AND LONG TIME!
WOOHOO ~!

pimply

2009-09-29T08:10:00.003+08:00

morning people.
im superbly early today can. not even 8am i reach already.
haha!
mad.
im wearing all nice today,
but my face just ruins it zz.
time of the month coming, and here comes my little army of pimply
THANKS AH.
and i look like shiettttt zzz.
i sleep darn early always, you know, but each time i wake up i wake up,
with a darker eye.
whats happening to me? :(
i dun like it like that, but im guessing the make up's just making it worse.
I HATE MAKE UP!

okay, now im feeling sleepy all over again dang.
must i like sleep at 7am so that i wun feel tired!??!?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
DAMN LAHHHHHHHHHH.
feeling soooooooo frustrated haha!

happy monthsary baby!!!

and kittykats is love(:

I WANNA GO HOME:(

mrt b nature

2009-09-24T08:17:00.002+08:00

it's a rainy day.
the weather is amazing,
it just suddenly turns black along my way on the train to work,
and it just starts to rain.
i like nature,
its beauty of even the rain turning places dim and dark,
it's beautiful in its own way.
i hope that in the future my work place, at least i can be near the window,
overlooking at the people downstairs scurring along,
the blue and gorgeous sky, and everything thats beautiful about this world.
i'm thankful that i even have eyes(:

on a bad and not as disturbing as the past note:
why is it that you always do the things you don't do with me with other people?
i don't like you like that.
it stings, you know.
if you can do this,
don't act like all high class when you're with me.
it's annoying when i see you act like another kind when you're with other people.
haha..
some people are just weird-ed out, i guess.
i don't really care anyway,
i've seen worse so, just wanna whine(:
haha..

woah the 9pm show is really zzz,
bth hahaha
when one bad thing is solved the family will be happy for a little while before another bad thing comes again damn irritating lol!
and why the bf must die she forgive him alr!
sad case.
haha!
oh wells, that is life~? lol

anyway i dun like it when people read newspaper or books on the train if they cannot keep within their circle and keep their hands to themselves, damn irritating, i must say.
hello, the train is already so packed in the morning and you're wearing specs, why read in the moving vehicle and make ur eyes worse and other people zzz about you?
lol
i dun mind if u can stand still in one spot and read,
but dun keep disturbing other people when you need to do smth!
some people just dun have spatial awareness. amen.

i think im happier nowadays and i've a new friend from tp sitting beside me yay!
i still miss my wen wen thou. haha!

the best thing thats ever happened to me is you,
my love(:
my KELVINSOH!

drowning in makeup TGIF

2009-09-18T08:38:00.002+08:00

hello morning everyone!
im so happy now BECAUSE IT'S FRIDAY!

woooooo ~
i love music luh.
lost touch with it somewhere along the way,
but thank you babyboy for lending me ur itouch,
im feeling SO ALIVE HAHA!
sitting here with music filling my head,
WOAH SHIOK.

okay,
i want a ipod.
itouch......
or
ip nano?
HMMMMS~

it's junior prac later,
good luck for ur exams guys!
haha..

d d d love,
cheer up k.
i dunno whats wrong but i hope u'll be happy.
LOVE YOU(:

i think i think i think i love mebabyboy TONNES.
random but YEAH.
long long time i'll love you(:

hahaha today i nv put foundation!
see if i can mask through the day without makeup!
WOAH DOPE ME.
hahahaha..
u cant imagine how shiok it is without makeup man,
every single day im just drowning in the makeup,
i dun like it at all!
but we have to :(
zzz.
went to sch ytd,
so happy,
to be back at the most familiar surroundings.

hello?
my dad's damn great lol
he MADE BURGERS FOR ME HAHAHAHA
siao.
SUAN HOW ARE U ALREADY!
i miss my kame, my alicia, my pork and my bestie(:

what do i want in life? kittykats

2009-09-16T17:52:00.003+08:00

hello people.
it's 8 minutes to knocking off and here i am, typing away.
waiting for my other friends,
actually.
can't wait to go home.
haha..
anyways,
time really seems to pass very fast, isn't it?
my brother's all grown up now,
i'm here working, wearing formal clothes
and life just seems like how it should be.

it just seems to fit in perfectly.

it sounds just right and all normal, but i don't feel right sometimes.
it's like, too paved out,
everything is just the way it should be,
that i don't like it sometimes.

does that mean that my life will never be exciting?
does that mean that i have to follow this 'by right' path my whole life?
do i really really want that?
or do i want something else?
i always say that i do not know what i want,
but now, i want to have something that i want,
something that i will strive hard for, something that makes my life,
perfect in the most imperfect way(:

let's think hard.
and that's just the way i am(:

anyways,
kittykats are hot out of oven and
WE'RE OFFICIALLY CALLED "DADDY'S GIRLS"!
15 sept is a special day because we got our name, pris thought of it!
ALL HAIL CHILLI PADIs

STAY AWAKE TO STAY ALIVE.

2009-09-15T10:11:00.004+08:00

STAY AWAKE TO STAY ALIVE.

hello i am trying very hard to stay awake now,
thats why i've logged in here to keep myself awake by keeping my thoughts running and my fingers busy.
it's hell to want to do work but ur brain just keeps shutting itself down.
i tried to take a mint sweet,
i took out the case,
took out one sweet,
and
POOF!
my brain just shuts down again,
i was stone-ing with the sweet in my hand.
mad tired.

it's not that i slp late, you know,
it's like no matter how early i slp i keep dreaming,
and it's the WHOLE TIME IM SLEEPING, IM DREAMING.
how to even sleep?

my dream is like one entire movie processing,
i'd even wake up like it's normal and check the time,
'OOOh, not yet to wake up'.
can someone pls voodoo me and let me slp properly without dreaming.
AAHHHH ~

oh wells, ytd went to acc and take care of my poor babyboy.
injured and cant move too much,
my heart aches when i see him in pain:(

so when i woke up this morning my gum ached like no tmr.
took panadol and it's nt even the reason im feeling so drowsy.
someone just smack me in the back.

i think i wanna stay in office during lunch and slp LOL.
and i cant wait to see how its like with kittykats later!
MEOW~

vomit, diarrhoea

2009-09-11T09:05:00.002+08:00

morning morning..
feel kinda lethargic today,
not because i slept late last night,
but because i had diarrhoea and vomited last night:(
long time since i last vomited man,
damn disgusting okay!

and so random i tells u.
faints.
hahaha thanks babyboy for patting my back and buying me warm water,
thanks boon for buying me tissue and watching me vomit-.-
thanks good for making tea for me!
and thanks aloy for taking cab home LOL

feel much better already,
but still uneasy at the stomach.
argh.

the worse thing about work is that even thou all these happened to you,
you still need to wake up 6 in the morning and drag ur feet to work.
i so wanted to slp in like sch, even when i've got an insignificant cold i'll skip sch LOL.
school is SO MUCH BETTER KAY.
im so tired.
hopefully my boss will be nice today(:
not that bad luh, he seems nice everyday anyways.
hur hur ~

it's friday and im not as excited as last friday cos i cant do alot of things now that i feel like shit.
arghhhh.
sorry dori!! yet again:(

sometimes it'a okay to be so,
just don't let go(:

eye circles, dance crown

2009-09-10T08:30:00.002+08:00

hello world,
yet again.
haha..
it's thursday today and the best thing about thursday,
is that tmr is friday.
LOL
i want today to end quickly!
maybe like NOW.
hehe.

hello babyboy!
have fun at ur first lesson k
dun wry too much u can do good(:
jia you k!
and dun keep boosting about ur new desktop
wait i keel u HEE.

and im worried about my suansuan:(
poor boy.
GET WELL SOON PLS
loveeee(:(:

i think my boss is nice. NICE(:
he reminds me of daddy!
hahaha
which is AWESOME.
thank god.
i just hope my work's good enough.

GOOD LUCK TO PPL WHO ARE GOING FOR DANCE CROWN!
JYJY(:

i feel like im missing out alot,
but my body is just too tired to do anything else
besides sleeping when i reach home everyday.
sorry loved ones,
and dance!

and my dark eye circles are not getting any better darn,
put the whole tube of concealer on my face la HAHAHA
sian.
super funny my lips swollen and red
but LOOKS NICE
like i just had lips fillers or smth LOL.
and my wisdom tooth is killing me!
AHLELUYA ~

daddy's birthday

2009-09-08T08:43:00.002+08:00

hello world.
im sitting here, at my new place,
tired but not yawning.
i slept at 9.30 last night.
i'm so tired still.
dreamt the whole night.
AMEN PLS DUN TORTURE ME ALR CAN!

i hope today's work wun be so tough.
and i can't wait to see mebabyboy later.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DADDDYDEAR!

you are the greatest dad in the world.
and i'm not gonna buy you a cup and tell u that.
i'm telling you myself(:

okay and i still haven got him a present, HOW.
sorry dorriiii can't come!
but i still heart u HAHA!

someone please intro me to a TIME TRAVELLER!

hello world.

2009-09-04T08:27:00.002+08:00

hello world.
it's friday!
OMG friday ROCKS MY SOCKS.
cos tmr and sunday dun need work YAYYYYYYYYYYYY~

today might be the last day i'll be able to slack lol
next monday muz go another team already,
think gonna do java.

and they look very stern:(
so stress.
but i'll jia you ALRIGHT I CAN DO THIS.

hmmms, making up everyday is not as difficult as it seems,
i guess it's cos i nv put eyeliner also thats why at night easier to remove hehe.
SMART RIGHT.
but i still don't like make up.
hur hur ~
i think by the end of 3 months my face will zzz
and i'll become a fat cow cos everyday just sit here and eat snacks luh omg seriously.
by the time reach home whr got strength to exercise?
hahaha
say hello to the fat me in nov!
hahaha

anyways i think i've lost my sense of humor already.
feel like a robot these days.
i don't really like 9-5.
can 7-1 pls?
lol
like dream on.
zz

argh k i dunno wad im saying luh feel damn sleepy now.
and i miss meow!
i wonder how she's doing over there.
i hope everything's good!

okay i cant wait to see mebabyboy later.
CIAOZ.

depressed. cobol to java

2009-09-02T17:54:00.003+08:00

even though it's 6 minutes to knocking off
i'm feeling more depressed than ever.
after learning cobol (this new [actually old] programming language) since the start of my attachment,
now i'm gonna have to go to another team next week and learn new things again.
i guess that's just how work life is like
but i sure ain't lovin' it.

getting more and more depressed as the days pass.
i really hope i can get through this.

i want to be able to get through it,
i'll try my best,
just hope the people here are merciful.

i miss my life.
if only i can just dance forever.

AHHHHHHHHHHH

2009-09-02T08:30:00.004+08:00

hello ppl im having attachment now thats why been MIA-ing.
god bless haha
BYEBYE CYBERWORLD

killllll me.
im dying already.
cant miss mybabyboy any more than now.
ARGH

shar's birthday

2009-08-28T00:42:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAR SHAR ME LOVES YOU!

bad face.

2009-08-22T20:28:00.001+08:00

hello.
im at babyboy's house today,
kuku suan suan, in the end nv meet me,
kill u uh!
hahaha..
and i wanna watch so many movies.
ARGH.
so damn broke.
and my face DAMN CHUI.
whyyyyy
damn sad okay,
wanna go into depression alr.
it's the 2nd time in my life my face is that bad!
DEPRESSED SERIOUSLY.

so bored man.
and this stupid layout of blogger is damn irritating.
zzz.
so ugly also.
DO SMTH ABOUT IT LEH.

and d is damn funny i swear.
maybe u should take up locking kay!
HAHAHAHA..

------------

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZUL!

it's the last time.

2009-08-21T12:44:00.002+08:00

hello.
swimming with alicia is damn dope.
try swimming past each other and keep making stupid faces,
thats HOWEDOIT
hahaha mad love.
like retarded fools we were running down the slides and gushing down like superwoman
and 2 little indian girls did everything we did-.-
okay so alicia scraped her knee and it bled.
stupid structure of the swimming pool hahaha
stop trying to act chio u
wear contact lens.
HAHAHA

afternoon with meow was awesome.
i wished you didn't have to go.
but since u're all set and ready i wish you all the best in life,
just like wad u said to me, i rmb when i left for poly.
just that this time u're going so far away i cant send u random sms-es no more.
im gonna miss you.
and i like that u've changed!
hAHA..
now we can talk poor lol!
i like that.
and thanks for hearing me out(:
i love you and we should all enjoy while we can cos the world's coming to an end!
HAHAHA

im still lovin' mebabyboy's hair,
dope but i think it causing him quite some zzz.
lol if too zzz just take out k dun vainpot luh u
HAHA

it's the last time i'm crying for you.
it's time for me to be happy.
it's time to think about me(:

highcuts form of stamina training is to play catching!
HAHAHA

and why this stupid blogger cannot upload pics.
wait i change to livejournal den u know.
kns

Jassy here i come!

------- **updates

just one afternoon slacking with jassy was great.
doing nothing just sit by each other and watching tv.
i like it,
so plain and simple,
even though we weren't doing anything at all
our want to hang out, was enough(:
jassy, don't get too upset alright.
i know you're all better already but still,
i'm here k(:

damn lazy to blog alr.
I WANNA GO ZOO!

proj

2009-08-02T11:12:00.002+08:00

jus here for a short one.
don't really have much feel for blogging these days and the entry alignment damn weird
lol is there smth wrong wit blogger?

anyways, into mahjong these days.
and perf at scarlet city ytd, alright lo.
went to pork's bday chalet thereafter and so on and so forth ~

and my bestie and cwoman nv pick up my call nor call me back.
kns to the max.

omg suan whr are u NV CONTACT!

Dlove!
congrats on winning the comp!
hahaha..
you're good at everything u does luh!
don't be stressed about school proj, assignments and stuffs k!
love you like i always do(:

it's like so ironic one,
i wish for the proj presentation to be over soon so that i can breathe properly but
i hope it won't come also cos my prog's not working and stuff.
dang dang dang ~

wad to do.
sometimes the best thing about babyboy is that he's jus the best(:

pork bday

2009-07-30T11:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORK! (: (:

i am so tired.

i pray that my program will work suddenly and i can pass my project module.

please let me have some rest.

that sad day.

2009-07-23T13:47:00.003+08:00

that one day when i was feeling down.
thank you baby for coming to find me no matter where i went,
thank you sharshar for telling him i went to the beach LOL
thank you dlove for worrying and thinking that i was gonna die hahaha
and thanks ah baby's baby for not letting me go vent my anger kns
shall not say much but, love u all to the max(:

AND GET WELL SOON DLOVE(:

jim bean finals at dbl o

2009-07-12T17:34:00.004+08:00

That saturday at jim bean finals(:

thats d d and credit to her for all the pics!

sharshar and adamlove(:

ddddddddddddddlove(:

uhuh, hug somemore!

trying to change.

2009-07-06T23:26:00.002+08:00

and yeap,
i din turn up for school today.
went to babyboy's pri sch gathering instead cos yongchie is going to army already.
lol suddenly everyone is just going to ns.
weird-ed but still, an inevitable part of life.

well,
suddenly i just feel like saying all these,
even though i might not be able to do all of those things that i want to but i just feel like saying it.

from tomorrow onwards:
i want to try to study at least 2 hours per 2 days.
i want to go on a diet and not eat anything after 8.30pm.
i want to try to sleep before 12 everyday, half an hour more to go!
i want to try to find a weekend job.
i want to try to spend more time with my family and friends.
i want to try to spend more time having quality dance practises.

thats all i want for now.
let's hope that i can keep up with all of this!

♥

dbl o, jassy

2009-07-05T22:00:00.005+08:00

okay, my last post before school officially starts.
damnit luh my eye bags look really bad in that pic with dear jassy.
haha..
haven't been sleeping much during the holidays so am having trouble going to bed now.
dangg.
now i really don't feel like going to school.
can i skip school tmr please?

anyways to my dear jassy:

i hope you're all normal now already, adjusting to all the changes that occured in your life recently.
you're the most cheerful girl i'd ever known,
always smiling and always seemingly without any worries.
this time i know you fell down and hurt yourself.
i'm glad i could be there and lend you a helping hand, a listening ear.
just so you know that you have all of us who care alot about you
and we'll always be there for you,
loving and caring for you no matter what.
i love you, jassy girl.
be strong, and be happy again.
be yourself once more(:

oh ya i wanted to say something but i forgot.

OH I RMB!

HAHAHA..

went to dbl o jim bean finals that friday and congrats to all the winning team,

shutupboys, absin and flairtaious were really great too i tells you.

great performance.

and d was really high after drinking a few sips from the jug

lol we were dancing and at some points she totally looked like she's on drugs HEE.

i think she scared the shit outta a guy standing near her and she had NO IDEA.

haha..

cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee i tells you.

and i had much fun dancing with u and kel, luv!

let's go dancing again some time.

it's fun to just dance like club dance and not hh dance LOL.

AND I WANT THE PICS U DAMN SLOW CAN.

don't get too stressed out by projs and sch k jia you d!

love you!

randomlyyyy,

im missing you, c!

and i still don't feel like going to school tmr.

and HELLO I LOVE HIGHCUTS.

pretty mummy, botak suan

2009-06-30T14:48:00.005+08:00

**updated

met suansuan for lunch just now at northpoint with babyboy and owee.
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee his head!
no hair!!!
haha..
this's the first pic he took with botak!
with me wheeeeeeeeeee ~!
dun worry k boy, hair will grow v soon one hahaha!
so poor thing inside uh u.
*sayang
jia you okay!
loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeya(:

very randomly i wanna say my mummy is damn pretty lol
bye!

and i hate doing proj cos i dunno shit about it.

went for a jog with alicia, good, babyboy and rocky around 10plus lol. it was a good run, made me feel much better after feeling so shitty for quite a period of time. thanks you all for being there(: watched csi with alicia (dunno why she's so obssessed about that show lol) and we did manicure and pedicure(: (: i love my alicia!!!!

we played monopoly lol using my lappy, damn shiok haha.. long time since i last touched that game but the application kind is reali fun lol cos i made all of them bankrupt!! HAHAHA..

went to have macs under alicia's house thereafter, right by the poolside. it's nice, you know, sitting beside the pool and slacking, it feels so relaxed. one thing i haven felt in such a long time.

.

2009-06-29T22:32:00.000+08:00

sidenote: i'm feeling like shit

tbg, fbcamp

2009-06-29T11:26:00.007+08:00

Hi all!
my hand is getting much better already, this photo was taken during fb camp,
now all the bandages have come off already and im using both my hands to type!
WOO~!
thanks to all who were concerned, i really appreciate it.
esp my c and d,
attending to me throughout the camp,
c helped me do my sleeping bag,
d helped me hold my things,
lol it'd been a long time since i played the role of a lil sister.
it felt kinda nice, really, like, they are worried about me and taking care of me.
super sweetness my c and d(: (:

of cos nt forgetting shar shar, who wanted to lend me her towel lol
im damn dumb luh
WHO FORGETS TO BRING TOWEL TO CAMP?!!?
lolol.
and thankssss a mil to dear daphne who finally lend me her towel.
love u k babe!
alot of ppl to mention, cant possibly write all so u know who u are k!
and u mean alot to me! (:
*hugs

lol thats the thing when u need to make up during camp and u are too short or the basin is just irritating.
you have to adopt the D's style of sexy booty making up technique.
HAHA!!

yesyes.
and there was the nightwalk.
wheeeeeeeeeee ~!
dd's super white(read this in chinese LOL k joking)
and we got damn bored along the way.
she and zul even fell aslp during the interval!
hahaha..
until 3am in the morning you know!
can u imagine how tired the seniors were?!?!?
hahaha..

andddd.................

MAMBO!

our group during camp, bunch of lovelys,

lolol they remind me of JUSTSODOPE

cos initially they kept losing until the last part during the choreo showcase, they DOPEDITOUT

wheeeeeeeeeee ~!

and i dunno why d just cant remember their names.

go through them again with you okay?

LOL

spell wrong i dunno uh. hahaha

tasha, you know uh,

anna,

edwin,

matthew,

chong en,

thomas, not thomson

zainul,

yad, not nad

shu wei, not shu fen

carmen,

leela,

clara,

okay that one i dun rmb, jia something cos he joined in later LOL.

and i feel that i've missed out someone but dunno who. HMMMS...

yeah, so thats my dopedope MAMBO~

and yesterday, of cos,

THE BIG GROOVE 09!

dopedopedope.

meloves coolmint luh!

ocrew's popping was dope hahaha

china's 5+5 was unexpectedly amazing(told you they were gonna take over the world)

philipines all stars, same routine as the championships but stil damn dope

indonesia seems like its all about cheerleading

sdcrew was good!!!

freaky clownz goodddddd too,

love funk ziggy's waacking

and of cos WCO.

dominique's solo was effin dope!

it's like he stream the music not into his ipod but his body.

of cos our local talents all...

great man...

speechless all.

makes u wanna dance!

anyways there was one part where d was damn funny,

kel's friend was waving to him and d tot that it was some junior and she waved back LOL

totally laughed our arses off i tells u.

tht blurqueen.

after the event we went hm and got dlove back hm safely,

without the nightmares of taking a cab and facing a cab driver HAHAHA

sorry dlove, my bad.

went to xin wang with babyboy and alicia,

FAT.

lolol.

and mebabyboy.

he is super sweet,

starting of the camp he sms-ed all my biatches and asked them to take care of me cos of my hand.

sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

love him to the max luhhhhhh ~

you're the best, baby!

and i wanna meet my suansuan!

cut.

2009-06-24T17:58:00.003+08:00

lol it feels weird to be typing using my left hand, feeling completely handicap now hahaha
yes, im home, and im damn sad i cant go for dance much as i want to.
wasn't in my right mind the whole of today,
after thinking last night.
wasn't quite myself, i guess.
went to the kitchen to pour water.
that's when the lil accident happened.
i guess, this is just not such a good year for me.

i was trying to pour a drink for myself,
using a glass jug when the jug fell to the floor.
i was shocked for a moment, stunned thr.
i didn't drop it,
but it jus broke off itself, the handle and the body tore apart.

i went to get a broom to sweep the fragments when babyboy rushed over to ask if im okay.
lol he asked to look at my hand and found me bleeding lolol.
scared the hell outta him i think,
my poorboy, i love u k.

lol thr's a pic of the cut.
it was dang small, but my skin sort of spilt open and i could see my wrists' fats-.-
lol my wrist so small stil gt fats nb lol
wonder hw much fats i've gt on my other parts man hahaha

babyboy brought me to a doc and i was joking with kel saying that we shld jus save the money of seeing a doc n jus buy glue to paste it together lolol cos he was so worried that it reali looked as if he was the one who got cut. lol
so sweet isn't he?
im jus so fortunate to have him in my life.
mummy was super worried too,
i love the both of u so so much(:

lol the funny thing is tt the doc said tt there's 2 ways to do my hand,
1 is to stitch,
the other, is REALLY TO GLUE HAHAHA
when i heard tt i wanted to LOL man.
seriously.
the doc chose to glue my hand, n e bandaged it like that,
making me so embarrased cos i look like some retard who cut my wrist-.-

i wanted to go for dance so badly, i swear cos im jus learning how to bboy:(
babyboy's too worried to let me go, and the doc say i cant twist my wrist
so i cant do floorworkkkkkkkkkkkkk ffffffffffffffffffffff.
im sorry, babyboy, i know u are upset cos i insist on going to camp but i really, really want to go and i really want to be there. i love you, baby. u're the nicest to me i swear.

thanks zul, for being so concerned and understanding.
i really, really do appreciate it.

.

i have friends who love me,
and friends who hurt me.
it's more painful than the cut.
out of my life you go.
you don't deserve me.
because you don't care and you don't give a shit about me.

.

dang man. using left hand to type is zzz really.
i took like half an hour to type this-.-

rp

2009-06-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

i'm sitting outside the studio of RP's, waiting for babyboy to finish his practise.
haha.. we went to town jus now, met up wif sister and went tooooooooooooooooo
SEXY DIAMOND(: (:
wheeeeeeeee ~!
thou there weren't alot of things inside,
they said stocks will come in like weekly or bi-weekly heeee.
and im already thinking of wad i wanna buy hehe.
the accesories are more ex than the clothes luh kns lol.
and popper ben is really friendly!
lol..
aaron is really lame, i found out. haha.
sister bought a shirt for kel!!!
so shiok uh lol the colour combi looks alot like our seniors tee LOL
but it's still damn nice okay.
COS ITS FROM SEXY DIAMOND LOL.
anyways, we walked arnd, and after that came here and now im sitting here uh,
nothing better to do so just blog luh hahaha
and adam's reali jealous cos shar's nt here LOL

im listening to ' falling out' by keyshia cole,
seriously this song,
no matter how many times i hear it,
it's still damn nice.
feeeeeeeeeeelin'.
hahaha..

you know, i was browsing through the shoes cabinet and found out something!
I DUN HAVE YELLOW HEELS:(
lol lame but sian eh, sometimes wanna match cannot match.
SAD CASE.
anyways kame! i hope that the dress is shiok and no need to waste money buying a new one!
lol how come ur way of calling me is just banging ur head against my head?!?
HAHAHA damn retarded.
i was like, who is crazy luh, i browsing magazine den bang my head LOL
damn funny eh u.
anyways i suddenly recalled,
i saw jasmine before what! u intro for what LOL
rmb that time after city alive we went pubbing and stuffs?
LOL
u STM UH!
see i still remember lol not bad! hahaha
okay i damn sian alr see got games to play not lol
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ajisen with bestie

2009-06-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

went to ps with bestie the other day lol
she looked damn pretty that day wanna take a pic of her also difficult-.-
kns
hahaha..
walked around aimlessly,
bought nothing and had a hearty talk at ajisen.
that was the nicest part(:

mummy is super random and damn sweet also i swear,
out of the blue she jus bought this cinderella beanie for me!!!
damn happy i tells u.
i always wanted to buy millions of em but think is a waste of money lol
and she bought it when i nv tell her bout me lovin beanies!
so sweet right!!!
she's the nicest mummy in the worlddddd.
love her to bits and pieces.

anyways kel and adam are really damn gay lol bth reali.

hahaha..

and suan damn funny,

he reali gave me his pwd for facebook-.-

kns.

ask me help him play restaurant city!

lolol kill him!

hahaha

i wanna see his botak head!!

AND IM STILL DEAF NBNBNB.

mao, term break

2009-06-15T03:03:00.004+08:00

hello im back. haha..
it's 03.03am the time,
and i dun feel like sleeping.
dangggg
babyboy's starting school tmr,
SIAN.
and suan's going to ns tmr
AHHHHHHHHHH ~!
have fun in there!
hahaha..

i wanna watch movies and i can't wait to meet some people during me term break!
cant wait for supper with dlove soon!
woooooooooosh.
some time for myself.
the sad thing is that i reali have alot of thing to do despite term break.
ironic?
i reckon.

how now, brown cow,
seriously should i study after nyp or work first and save up money?
headache, headache seriously.

anyways the stayover was dang fun,
let me found out how much a hypocrite mao he really was.
it's rather scary, i must say.
the things he say behind our backs and the way he acts when he sees us.
worlds apart.
so many fakers around,
how do you differentiate who really cares?
u can't, i feel.
haha..
it's only when u realise when people tell you and u get hurt before u really learn ur lesson.
it's always like that.
butt,
who cares, we aren't the bad ones,
we have conscience(:
the rest of them, let them put on their masks, rot, and die.
hahaha..

im totally hooked on this game called 'plants vs zombies'.
really kinda fun!
hees.
oh wells.
reali dunno what to blog about already.
adios ppl!

oh ya, yes and you. stop it. u're irritating the shit out of me.

gathering.

2009-06-13T06:25:00.003+08:00

yeap, superb madness,
IM STILL AWAKE OMFG.
i so wanna slp but the bed is totally not in the correct position,
dunno how to explan to you guys, seriously.
haha..
suan is going to ns this coming monday and i swear im gonna miss him a hell dang loads!
lol weird la.
gonna see him botak and stuffs, hahaha
total weird change from today i guess, no more checkered long sleeve,
no more hair for you to gel.
haha..
i hope everything will turn out great for you in there and..
get used to it uh this kind of situation cannot say cheer up one thats lying LOL.
we'll still be here for you as and when you come out from camp kay!
lovesss.
hahaha.. today sort of marks the start of my term break and the end of babyboy's.
reali dunno to be elated or zzz. haha.. dun care.!
i'll try to enjoy this as much as possible uh nxt sem gg attachment and fyp alr,
no more time to enjoy!
lolol.
today, i meant ytd (friday), was great. bowling with the boys,
and steamboat, a gathering, and also sort of a 'farewell' one for suan.
zhenwei's the only one sleeping now luh, weakkkkkk.
muahahaha ~

today, i mean sat, is gonna be dang great too.
maybe even better.
ITS THE KO NIGHT FINALSSSSS PEOPLE.
AND SEXY DIAMOND SINGAPORE'S OPENING.
OMG
OMG
OMG.
now you can all buy me and kel presents with less hassle LOL.
good luck to all the teams in the semi-finals jy! (:

yesyes, im still coughing, stop asking.
haha.. i'll let u guys know when i recover kay so all the time if i nv say im stil effin sick!
LOL sian right!
and that stupid bestie is sick too! hahaha
that kukubird.
pls take care of urself la, keep nagging at me den sick urself also-.-
smack u uh.

ddd tell me why u went to kk!
was damn worried lol
i miss supper, luv!

AND I FINALLY GOT BOB!
EVERYONE SAY YAY~!
he's damn cute i swear hee.
XOXO`

as we grow up there are more and more things we need to think about,
to worry for,
all the things we need to prepare for any coming challenges we may face,
why do we grow up so fast anyways?
we din even need to worry about allowance back in primary school.
now every morning we wake up we already have a whole load of thoughts in our head.
dang dang dang.

hello c me misses u and tom yam(:

oh ya sorry ppl for all the wordy posts these few times,
that stupid zhenwei nv return me the money for the cam that he and sister wrecked T.T
nb lol.
i really suspect he's gonna pay me like 50 years later.
ahleluya~

headache

2009-06-10T15:31:00.002+08:00

seriously this is by far the longest period of time i spent,
sick nb.
flu and stuffs gone,
now comes headache-.- massive one
throughout sch today i was all drowsy and shiet.
damnnnn the weather.

and the doc i went to ytd, sucks.
lol.
he's like totally not listening to what im saying kill him uh
and he gave me the mc for the wrong day.
sue him alr.
lol.
i slp v early ytd know!
before 11pm eh!
hahaha..
record totally.
sian.
but babyboy say is not-.-
kns
oh wells.
the left ear is stil stuck so im like half deaf.
someone jus kill me plsssss
zz.

and and rmb that time i said that cheenah was gonna take over the world?
i tells u.
THEY REALLY ARE.
my tcher showed us vids during NE(national education)
and i tells u,
cheenah is reali gonna expand and flood the whole world.
OMGOMGOMG.
together with africa i think.
WE ARE SO DEAD.

ed hardy chio watch

2009-06-07T15:15:00.003+08:00

OMG LOOK AT THIS ED HARDY WATCH!!

chio to the max lolol.
few hours time i can see me babyboy alr!
wheeeeeeeee ~!
daddy is moody cos he's sleepy. zzz.
kns.
lol.
dun care him.
im stil flu-ing, a bit only,
and coughing also a bit only.
recovering in progress!
thanks all for the love, ppl(: (:

fever, resident evil

2009-06-05T20:37:00.006+08:00

shiet.
just measured.
i have fever:(
alamakkkk.
maybe i reali have swine or smth, and i'll turn into a pig tmr.
HAHAHA..

was all ready and set to go junior's training today,
but after meetin up with kame and meow,
i felt increasingly uneasy:(
and i stil dun wanna believe that im running a fever HAHAHA..

a whole load love was felt today,
meow got me ear piece!
pretty okay,, got diamond one HEE.
and blotter hahaha
i think she can read minds or smth.
dun caviar luh, u are too young for tt!

apparantly these 2 thinglings are psycho-ing me to skip sch on monday for a PFDS outing which the last one was?? i dun even rmb.
anyways just love u 2 like millions and today was reali great,
i jus wished i weren't all that sick,
so that i cld be hyper and maybe go for dance zz.
damnit.

i think daddydear is reali darn funny.
he sms-ed me, asked if i wanted to join them on an outing to kelong i think next next week or smth.
i asked kel but he din wanna go so i said no to daddy,
feeling damn bad cos we rarely get to spend time together.
i wrote: "sorry daddy, but i think im no going. thanks for asking i love you!"
and GUESS WHAT HE REPLIED.
super cute i swear!
:"HENG AH! save $200. HAHA"
wthhhhhh
i love me parents,
they are the greatest love on earth.

i stil wan a itouch:( okay la, ipod nano also can LOL.
someone buy me one!
impossible but i stil wanna whine!
heeeee.

anyways i also wanna say thanks to alot of ppl these days,
constantly being v concerned and showered me tonnes of care.
thank you all,
esp to

dlove,
bestie,
sharlesbo,
alicia,
kame,
meow,
clove,
sweetcandy,
pork,
may,
cockcock,
miah,
and of cos
me babyboy.
seriously he is darn funny.

he sms-ed almost everyone i was gonna meet in sch and asked them to acc me eat, make sure i am safe, see that i ate my medicine.

superb sweetness i swear.
infinite kay!
he even say he wanna buy me a sexydiamond tee jus to make me happier so that i can get well sooner HAHAHA
cute right!
thank u for everything my love.

yes yes.
seriously nothing beats seeing ur loved ones happy and jump up in joy.
i want u to always be so happy, kame.
enjoy ur concert!!! woooooooooo ~!

kay,
im feeling damn warm now, really.
howwww.
everyone shld jus move hse to ice berg for this period of time.
bestie said that the world's gonna end!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~!
i wanna travel first !
dun let me die w/o exploring the world!

maybe swine flu will mutate and everyone will become like resident evil,
just that they all look like pigs.
GROSs.
everyone jus secretly go buy shotgun k!
jus in case.

i think im typing alot these days,
good right!
hahaha..
got mood, i guess.
hate my proj, still.
and someone pls buy me bob if the happy meal have k!!!!
I WAN BOB HEHE.

dislike sickness cos i cant be hyper-.-
nb.

why are you being so mean to me despite knowing the fact that im stil sick
and my condition has worsen?

andee class, pfds outing

2009-06-04T14:37:00.005+08:00

hi ppl,
i think my flu is gone!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEE ~!
but few times i'm coughing like mad-.-
nb.
lol.
in school now, and wishing i am in the waters with my PFDS SOBS,
im experiencing mild contractions like mini headaches the whole of this morning:(
sian.
sooo,
won't be going for andee's class cos i might just die there,
using my lungs too much.
hahahaha
siao.

i cried in the bus yesterday.
a tweeny bit of madness there,
a little mental disorder hahaha but im fine now already.

babyboy is trying to make me happy and stuffs.
kudos to that.
*BIG KISS

k, i dunno wad to type already.
pimple, please dun grow okay!! amenn.
and tingen is crazy.
sending max's sleeping photos all around.
the world please stay sane!

lol get well soon my sweetcandy!
*hugs

discuss proj

2009-06-04T14:37:00.004+08:00

im in class now,
feeling damn drowsy from the stupid medicine.
haha..
can i just go home slp:(

went to sch early to discuss our proj, omg i think it's reali chui can.
they are too ambitious,
seriously.

gavin brought his guitar and he strummed his way through his rusty strings,
i reali dunno what he was playing but
it's kinda nice(:

had been kinda sick these few days zzz
sars and swine flu lol.
thank u babyboy for taking care of me and accompanying me to school and stuffs.
thanks u for spending so much money on me ah
lol.
im gonna go find work soon alr
so ur wallet will be spared the torture soon.
lol kns

babyboy's going for the hh ig boot camp on sat!
i'm gonna miss u okay.
be strong!
and be dope(:
*hugs

cant wait to see my kame and meow thou,
haven seen them in forever!
haha..
sian,
my hair is damn flat okay.
nono,
the fringe is damn flat.
damnit.
hahaha..
howwww~

andddd i wanna braid my hair.
woah, thinking of it makes me shiok alr. hahaha..
i realised my hair is always kinda like the same thing
over and over again ~
lol
sooo
i wanna try smth vastly different before i go into the vicious cycle of work.

guys!
we need a group name! hahaha..
cant think of any. arghh

kayy.
i think that nyp tchers are crazy.
damnit.
first, they tell you to do anything u want,
just think of anything creative,
dun think about whether u can do it or not.
they get the groups all excited and hallucinating of all the things that are way beyond them.
what can i say?
shuddup.
now,
obviously things are getting way beyond us and this stupid pj is obviously too crazy.
stil, everyone wants to go on.
doesn matter if 1/ 2 ppl in the grp is effin dope in programming or some shiet.
the whole grp will die together lol.
rightttttttttttttt.
say grp already rightttttttttttt.
den now, the crazy tcher lololololol
say us uh.
u guys, shld have researched and find out whether u can do it or not before venturing.
wtf? -.-
wadever happened to dun care if u can do it or not, jus think of ideasssss ~
ffffff u lolol.
i feel like im sitting in a plane,
jus waiting to crash.
bless me~!

sick

2009-06-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

yes yes.
im sick. dang.
not reali sick, sick, but yeah.
thanks babyboy for acc-ing me for the whole of today(:
reali appreciate it.

i think i'm starting to feel a lil drowsy
but i dun wanna go to bed yet.
it's just...
i dun feel like going to.

i wonder why.

watched the ramen girl and dead in 3 days just now,
the latter was bullcrap.
the ramen girl is rather nice,
i should say.
and i wanna finish watching handsome suit, c!
lolol.

thanks kame and alicia for constantly being there.
makes me feel a whole load better man.
love u 2 to the maxx.

i'm all alone, in my room.
i dun wanna slp,
and i dun wanna study for my test tmr.
just feel so restless.

oh ya, went for justin's open class ytd.
the choreography was great but i wasn't able to dance it out, i feel.
hmms.
when it was time to showcase i wasn't feeling all too good already.
the tummy area was just pure uneasy.
so thats the reason why one can't 'move alot' when having flu.
lol
and my dear kame is darn right lol.
but my dear..
i cant, not dance.
i don't know why either.
haha..
i know you love me(:

somehow, even thou the circle line has officially started,
i feel that singapore's transport system is getting from bad to worse.
everything is coming much slower these days.

and global warming is really, really bad.
i can like, totally perspire even thou i dun normally do when i dance lol
now im not moving an inch at home
and im perspiring-.-
what theeee.

omg son's going to ns in 13 days!
tell me fast or what?!
haha..
weird-ed out thou,
the reali reali close one of mine going to ns.
i wonder how it'll be like when babyboy goes in.
lol.

heys dlove, hope ur presentation went well!
and belly uuuu i wanna see ur cap! haha..

thanks bro for ur concern(:
nights ppl.

with alot of love,
me.

jie's bday

2009-05-31T21:29:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIE!

okay so i am darn full,

but the food at casuarina was good!

haha..

watched monsters vs alien with sista and babyboy at amk hub.

CUTE SHOW seriously.

i LOVE BOB!

hahaha

he's my new bf LOL

im the gelato hahaha

the best thing about him is that

HE HAS NO BRAIN LOL.

anyways,

the weather is darn bad seriously.

im like having a forever sore throat zzz

can i jus get a fire extinguisher and gust it down my throat haha

im so bored

babyboy's term break started!

mine starts only when his one ends

how pathetic is that-.-

and im seeing kame and meow next fri!

darn excited wheeeeee ~

hello kame i promise u gonna be happy.

way beyond words(:

hey bestie, shit happens yeah.
but i know u love what u do, so jia you u'll do just great

cos u jus do so well in ur studies!

haha...

nv see such pretty girl mug before. darn weird.

ko night was great.

teams are strong(:

I WANNA GO TO THE FINALS:(

babyboyyyyyyyyyyy.

iloveu and iloveu and iloveu and iloveu.

HAHAHA

i wanna be so independent and strong.

like her.

prank

2009-05-30T02:17:00.002+08:00

yesterday and today was darn funny.
hilarious, seriously.
oh wells.
it was all fun today, i feel.
learnt the choreo together with the juniors from cocks.
i liked it.
haha..
been a long long time since i reali stop thinking and learn the steps
like a complete nerdo.

had supper with babyboy and dlove at the usual place
lol i think the fruits aunty might even recognise us already!
haha..
cabbed home thereafter and..

dlove,
u can do it.
seriously.
we'll work towards it together,
hand in hand,
and dope it out kayy(: (:
no matter wad obstacles u gonna face,
we gonna face it together.
jyjyjy!!

cramps and allllll.
bad:(
wonder why my nose is starting to feel funny hahaha
stop okay, if u're gonna come up with a flu LOL
and and babyboy's hair is so long.
bth
hahaha
regardless,
i love u,
forever and ever! :D

omg sg has swine fu alr!
hope nyp closes down LOL

museum, drums

2009-05-28T10:26:00.007+08:00

haven't had time to update lol
so here goes,
that sat went with da sies to ps to get good's drums.
my lil brother is damn dope okay!
he knows martial arts, knows how to play the guitar, drums, and he's gonna learn how to play violin next!
lol
bball player, badminton, skater, anything seriously.
hahaha

mummy is super cute in this pic seriously lol!

after that we met alicia to watch ko night! (:

yeah la yeah la u look damn pretty here kay lol

and thanks for being there love.

i hope everything's fine b/w u guys already(:

me babyboyyyy.

long long time since we last took photos together hehe

i love u and ur very cute look!!

i wonder why i look damn yellowish here anyways.

i got a shock from dunno whatttt?

that wed,

had to go museum cos of NE!

and i founddd

PINK tanks!

LOLOL.

yeah yeah they said it looks like ipod LOL the most classic one izit!

cheer up k my kame.

i loveeeee u.

and heck life.

i like ur lil waacks and madness.

i like ur lil highs and screams.

i like ur lil bubbly behaviour.

i like ur lil shorty height.

do u ever come and read my blog anyways?

LOL

zzz shitty

2009-05-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

im nt feeling too well.
~~and the best part is non of ur friends are there/ willing to be there?.~~

thank you babyboy.
u're the only one who never ever fails me.

photography

2009-05-21T00:59:00.002+08:00

very randomly:

I WANNA TRY PHOTOGRAPHY(:

short preview

2009-05-21T00:40:00.005+08:00

I WANNA UPDATE MY BLOG BUT I HAVE NO TIME!
how i wish all of us don't need to go to school
in my dreams lol yeah i know
HMMS.
but imagine how much more time we wld have w/o sch!
but of cos tt only applies to ppl like me who dun like sch LOL

oh wells.
i totally love supper with Dlove thou it makes me fat
and i dig the heart-to-heart talks(:
love u, woman.

AND BABYBOY'S RECOVERED AMEN TOTALLY~!

bless me with more time to blog kay!
nighty all.
ciaos(: